The Elijah Update  

On February 5th at three a.m. in the morning Elijah "pushed through" an amazing and life changing modality upgrade. This is of course something I never thought would happen, as are almost all of his updates. However, this was no update.... THIS was and now IS a complete modality shift and new way of life, as I have known it to be. To say that it was profound for me would be the understatement OF MY LIFE. For those of you who know Elijah and a little of our relationship.... It is safe to imagine and think you will also be as completely mystified as I am.

For 23-year years I have been a conduit to the way Elijah has healed through me and (because there is no other way to put this) been completely in Blind Faith to his methods! It did not matter what teacher, guide, spiritual leader, etc., told me not to take on what others were carrying, emotionally, spiritually or physically, ELIJAH was right there to tell me that I Would take it all on. He told me it would be the only way that I would achieve TOTAL results...results that could be verified by blood test. Results that would change people’s lives for the better! And he was right, it did happen, right in front of me; no boundaries, direction-less direction, complete vulnerability, incapable of protecting myself, susceptible to everyone and everything. 

I had no choice but to listen to Elijah. The times I logically questioned, or tried to escape my minds opinion of what I was going through, he pulled me right back to truth that is and has always been the truth of our relationship (A love affair, based in God's truth for me in this human body).

Vulnerability slowly became empowering over these past twenty-three years, when it easily could have destroyed me. And believe me, I have fallen and fallen hard from the grace that has been holding me and I have been shown very hard lessons with little to no mercy. I think to myself as I write this, how unbelievable it all has really been, and totally insane I have had to be. (My definition of insanity = inner sanity, instead of out-sane where I have found many to be lost in, in this world) But going into inner sanity was and still and will always be a journey, learning, growth, to which I will undoubtedly have to keep surrendering to. 

Also Elijah was a secret. He was a secret I kept. It was not ever said to me by him to keep him a secret in so many words, but more an understanding. Reciprocity. 

So when I told my parents for the first time (I call it now, "Elijah coming out of the closet") eighteen months ago, I really had no idea just exactly what and how much he had in store for this...the next phase of my life. 

Long story short. Elijah came out. I speak about him all over the world. Everyone who knows me knows that Elijah is in my life. Not everyone respects it and I do not find myself caring about that one way or another. Pointless. After what I have seen happen through me through him, WHY in the world would I ever question this life I am so blessed to have. 

So now...the update, and just exactly what has happened. I have been healing empathically by taking on, in a very direct manner, as a conduit, the illnesses of others for over two decades. Then off with Elijah, alone, he has taken it out. The fact that most never noticed, except that I was a strange child, this happening is interesting and yet somehow perfect in its own time.

 And last night that was stopped forever and for good. Emotions blur in every direction (there also happens to be a camera crew in my house taping) while he imparts a very different yet similar movement for what he has in store for perhaps the next 23 years.